Month: May 2019

Broken and given for you and for me

Ascension Day comes and we shall share the bread, and body of Jesus in Communion and Fellowship together. In faith, believing the church and family of Jesus share his sorrows as well as his joys, for we know, most surely that he shares ours. Some of us, know that the sadnesses and difficulties of this life are times of special blessings and it is our experience that Our Lord uses broken things:

Broken Things

God uses broken things

It takes broken soil to produce a crop,

Broken clouds to give rain.

Broken grain to give bread,

Broken bread to give strength

(Vance Havner)

I once asked what a saint was and Jesus answered me, “God’s chosen heart”

I read in my bible, “God doesn’t see things the way you see them. People judge by outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”

I am thinking of the hearts of the apostles broken with the loss of their friend, their sense of loss as he finally returned home to Heaven, his home .. their home for he had promised. Soon comes Pentecost … soon the church will be born …. here we are but first Christ’s heart and body was broken for us. These are the words we say together, “Though we are many, we are one body, because we all share in one bread”

And this sharing is real, not illusionary, it becomes real every time we show those who are aching and suffering the compassionate heart of Christ, who gave his new life and strength when he gave us his heart.

He asks that we give him ours…that we allow him to break the soil, and to take away our sins, our many trespasses as weeds from a field, to burn away the stubble of previous years failed crops, to make us ready to receive in good soil the good seed, that will accept the good blessings of Holy Spirit rain, that good seed may become good grain and good grain, good wholesome bread that gives strength, his hidden strength to a needy world. For, just as Christ is hidden in Communion bread, so it is that he delights to be hidden in you and me. The world may not know this, but the hands the church (you and I) holds out to it, in welcome, in sincerity, in peace, in love are his hands.

Life has taught me that God’s chosen heart is never chosen because it is perfect. Rather it is chosen because His Compassionate heart loves it, and we are loved with an everlasting love. Everlasting Love is prepared to persevere with our heart until our difficult, obstinate, stony, barrenness yields good grain.

Posted in love, for all who struggle with life’s hardness and losses, that together we may know, Jesus Christ, the Son of God gave his heart and body to be broken, that our losses might turn to Eternal Gain.


Prayers for times of difficulty and brokenness:

Teach us, Good Lord,

To serve you as you deserve,

To give and not to count the cost.

To fight and not to heed the wounds,

To toil and not to seek for rest,

To labour, and not to ask for any reward,

Save that of knowing we do your will. #1

Lord, I am small, often lost, often lonely and often feel that I cannot go on. Lord I feel your arm around me, to support me, it is your hand which wipes the tears that blind, from my eyes that I may see the way ahead. Speak to me, words of comfort until I see the rain has come, and gone and left behind your blessing, Lord the dove returned to Noah with a twig from the olive tree, so that Noah might take courage, and wait. Grant me courage and perseverance Lord to wait for the promised blessing.#2

#1 St Ignatius of Loyola

#2 St Giles Intercessor

Teach us to count up the days

Teach us to count up the days that are ours,

And we shall come to the heart of wisdom.

Each morning fill us with your faithful love,

We shall sing and be happy all our days.

May the sweetness of the Lord be upon us,

To confirm the work we have done.

Day by day Lord, teach us the secret of following you. Go before us, and we shall know the way, Lord Jesus who taught us “I am the Way, the Truth and the Life” give to each of us such knowledge of yourself, that we too, may know the Father and come, at the last to the place you have prepared for us. Amen

(Ref Psalm 90: verses 12, 14, 17) NJB

Prayer inspiration John 14/St Giles Intercessor

Our church is still in interregnum and awaiting the appointment of a new Vicar, but waiting is meaningful as each person continues to look to the Lord Jesus for direction and purpose.

We continue to offer all a warm, welcome to our Father’s house in the Name of Jesus.

And he showed me more, a little thing…..

Julian of Norwich (2016) by Christinel Paslaru

And he showed me more, a little thing, the size of a hazel-nut on the palm of my hand, round like a ball. I looked at it thoughtfully and wondered, ‘What is this?’ And the answer came, ‘It is all that is made.’ I marvelled that it continued to exist and did not suddenly disintegrate; it was so small. And again my mind supplied the answer, ‘It exists, both now and for ever because God loves it.’ In short, everything owes its existence to the love of God,” #1

“All that we owe is redeemed in truly loving God,

for the love of Christ works in us:

Christ is the one whom we love” #2

Julian of Norwich one of my favourite spiritual writers and teachers remembered at our midweek Holy Communion this morning.

#1 From chapter 5, Revelations of Divine Love by Julian of Norwich born 1342,date of death unknown

#2 From Canticle 86.. A Song of Julian of Knowledge (Common Worship: Daily Prayer)

The icon of Julian of Norwich is in the Julian Church, Norwich and painted by Romanian Orthodox Painter, Christinel Paslaru, (2016)

From The First letter of St John 4: 9

This is the revelation of God’s love

for us,

That God sent his only Son into the

world

That we might have life through him.